Sunday, June 28, 2009

joy.

I have so much more I need to write and tell yll. So much that it's crazy. and upsetting that I still don't have time to write it.

Today... I am hurting. A lot.

Believe it or not, that's a good thing. and a long story for another time.

I am also struggling so much with depression.
and therein lies something I learned most recently.
God has given me an immense amount of joy by following Him, and giving me the Holy Spirit. It's a fruit of the Spirit. therefore I have it. Instead of allowing myself to admit depression and just give into it all the time. I need to claim joy for myself.
the end.

pray for me guys. the next couple days will be a fight. Thankfully, the Lord will fight for me, I need only be still.

You are loved.

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